I’ve happened upon a realization as my twenty years of life have flown by that would have, at one time, rather upset me: things change. More specifically than things, people change. As I have changed, so too has my group of friends. We would all like to take a step back, admire our lives, and count our friends as a collection from birth to present. We can’t do that, however. Your friends are only the people you consider friends right now. They are not your middle school baseball team from the other side of the country, they are not the collection of heartbroken ex-girlfriends that you may have had, and they are not, under any circumstance, the people you once considered to be brothers, but have merely turned their backs on you at the whims of their nagging infatuations.
All this is to preface the explanation of something I have recently done, and why I did it. Ladies and gentlemen, let the drums roll. Cover the eyes of anyone from my generation, for I am about to profess an act of pure blasphemy; I have committed treason against the worldwide culture that perpetuates shallowness in our young people and encourages the disembodiment of personal relationships in today’s society. Indeed, my readers, your guess was right, or it was wrong: I have, so to speak, “gone off the grid.”
Well, sort of.
I have reduced my use of various social media to this blog and the totally-hipster-dude app, Instagram. There are some great uses for most forms of social media that I can think of, however, very few people that I know utilize these services in ways that I, or even they, would consider wholly productive, or at the very least, beneficial to their lives. Let’s get down to it: why do you need facebook? You need it because you want it, and you want it because you think you need it (yes, you think you need it). Now you’re likely reading this and correcting me. You’re probably claiming, “I don’t think I need it, I just want it because it passes the time, and it’s fun to see what my friends are up to.” Oh yeah? I know it’s hard to believe, and we have to reach into the depths of our memories, but there actually was a time when people had friends that knew what was going on in the lives of the people they considered to be their friends without using a single social medium. This time existed before Facebook, Twitter, even cell phones and SMS messaging. This time even existed, dare I say it, before computers, email, and the internet (thank you, Al Gore).
I don’t want to holistically speak out against social media. Social media are wonderful tools in a specific context, whether it be business, a specific hobby, whatever. I think social media become dangerous when the use is flagrant and uninhibited by any element of intentionality by their users (this is what I was talking about in second sentence of the previous paragraph) — this is most social medium users in a nutshell. When considering this type of use, which in my opinion is the VAST majority of users my age, I see not very much more than a whole shit load of things I don’t want to surround myself with. I used to get entirely frustrated with the things I would see people say on Twitter and Facebook (and frustrated with many of the things I said at one time or another on these sites) that I would, every time, find myself asking, “why on earth do I subject myself to this torture, and furthermore, why do I stoop to this level by remaining in this environment?”
The answer is a little scary at first, but the right course of action came out of a daunting reality. I remained in that uncomfortable environment because I was honestly terrified of the notion of being disconnected. I was scared to go from thousands of people having access to the things I was putting on my timelines to zero. I was scared that if I could not publish funny Tweets, no one would even think I existed, much less think I was comical. Then I made the utter connection from this fear to my dissatisfaction with social media. I was scared that removing myself from the spectrum of social interaction on the internet would reduce my social standing or ability to interact with people I consider to be my friends (and yes, I really mean friends, get out of here with your 1,978 “friends”). It’s a lie, people. Like I mentioned earlier, you can interact with people, keep in touch with people, even share important life updates with people without telling every other middle school troll that you forgot to delete a while back. The only thing that this interaction requires is actual interaction. Yep, you’re going to have to sacrifice your 6 million followers, 9.5k tweets, and 87 photo albums in order to build friendships. Do you even know what the word ‘friendship’ means, or has it been too squandered by the sub-par social standards of online, impersonal social- “interaction?” I encourage you to test the people you consider to be your friends by seeing if you two actually have a friendship. Delete your social media. I dare you to take the risk of not letting your 2,000 “friends” see your latest lunch update with dear Aunt Liza. I dare you to keep your jokes off of Twitter and share them with your close friends who’ll actually appreciate the depth of humor they possess. I dare you to be different not by posting a #nofilter, but by not posting at all. I dare you to build friendships not behind a lit up LCD, but standing in front of a stranger. I dare you to tell people that you can’t accept their friend request, but you can be their friend. I dare you to not post an album, but meet your friends at Starbucks and show it to them in person. I dare you to take a step out into the real world by turning off the digital one.
Abandon it, people. Abandon the lie that you’ll be forgotten, even reduced to something less by the deletion of your social media. Keep the ones you need; keep the ones that feed a specific hobby (WordPress and my Instagram for me – writing and photography). I truly believe, at the center of it all, that social media have done almost irreparable damage to an incredible element of humanity, perhaps the greatest element – personal interaction. Nothing on social media is personal: not your messages, not your likes, not your comments. You may disagree, but I am claiming it to be impersonal because my standard for personal interaction is actual personal interaction. You can can call me naive, you can call me cliché, but I don’t know who else has the credibility to make such claims as someone who was just as trapped as you are.
While you’re at it, go ahead and share this post. Share it by showing your computer to someone else, or giving them the link. Do as you please, but you must admit, sharing it on Facebook would be entirely ironic.